Why

is it so hard for me to let go of the past?
when i look back, i only remember the goodand i ignore the bad.
i can't remember why it happened.
but when i think of you, tears come to my eyes.
i don't know if i loved you
or just liked you a lot.
but when i hear that song, i just breakdown.
you were amazing.
you had an amazing voice,
a beautiful smile,
gorgeous eyes.
why did i ever let you go?
why can't i move on?
why don't things ever turn out the way they should?